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Thursday, 21 February 2008 |
Lyrics from "IV year"
Succubus You don’t know how I cryWhen you laugh at me and tell me liesYou don’t know how it feelsYou make me overdose on all my pillsI don’t know who you areYou’re not the person that I knew beforeI don’t know why I’m still with youWhy I do everything you want me to You steal my soul and make me cryYou goddamn succubus I hope you dieYou eat my brain and feed me liesYou goddamn succubus why don’t you die I’m miserable, but still I stayYou’d think I’d have the brains to run awayYou got my dog on a short leashBut your pussy is still out of reachYou tricked me when you said I love youYou had me thinking that I loved you tooLocked in your dungeon with no keySo you can have a bit of fun with me You steal my soul and make me cryYou goddamn succubus I hope you dieYou eat my brain and feed me liesYou goddamn succubus I hope you die You don’t know what I’m about to doWhy I have this pistol aimed at youI’ll count to 3, I’ll end your lifeWith it goes all of our pain and fightsYour lip shakes to start to cryI see a look of terror in your eyesThen you say with your last breathI’ll still love you even after death You steal my soul and make me cryYou goddamn succubus I hope you dieYou eat my brains and feed me liesYou goddamn succubus I hope you fuckin dieLeave me here aloneI don’t want to see your face again you fuckin bitchDry your fuckin eyesGet out of my worldI don’t want to hear your voice again you fuckin bitchYou stole my fuckin soul, you made me fuckin cryYou goddamn succubus I hope you fuckin dieYou ate my fuckin brain and you fed me fuckin liesYou goddamn succubus I hope you fuckin die.
Eminent Inferiority Just one, step in front of myselfLook back, still I feel no regretFaces, screaming and waving handsEyes closed, sinking deeper I’m in I feel so strongI’ve come alongI am the only oneNo ones left here at all Up high, no one knows I’m aroundTake in, fade away in the cloudsCome down, back to earth I’m afraidOnce more, eradicating the pain I feel so strongI’ve come alongI am the only oneNo ones left here at allI feel significantI feel irrelevantEveryone hears me but no ones listening at allI feel so typicalI feel centrifugal You’ve made me the one and now my time has comeNow that I’m the oneNow my time has come
Apocalyptic Red Sitting in the shadowsWaiting for my soul to awakeQuestioning existenceQuestioning each hour of the daySearching for nirvanaHarmony with everythingSmoking marijuanaHelping me to quiet my brain Apocalyptic red clouding up my visionFilling up my head, I had another visionFalling to the floor it feels like I’m dyingSaw the face of God and he was fuckin crying The 1000 years is comingGrowing closer every dayRiding with the horsemenDeath from which no one escapesLiving in confusionThe ugliness is filling my headAs your soul is fadingEverything is turning red Apocalyptic red clouding up my visionFilling up my head I had another visionFalling to the floor it feels like I’m dyingSaw the face of God and he was fuckin crying No martyrsNo dyingStop jesusNo cryingMy heart achesStill beatingMy soulIs screamingI’m still hereStill livingNot takingNot givingNot eatingNot sleepingWith no lovingI quit breathingWhen your eyesPass through meDon’t see meDon’t feel meI want youI need youCan’t touch youBut I need to Apocalyptic Red clouding up my visionFilling up my head I had another visionLaying in my bed an angel in my armsStare into her eyes I’m falling for her charmWish she could stay didn’t have to goShe came to watch us play she came to watch the show Her body is my temple
Poorboy This is his case, too bad it had to come to thisHe couldn’t face reality and so he’s missedThat’s not the way anyone deserves to goLife’s not a play, a song or a picture show He was a boy, like no otherHe had no sister, he had no brotherTo tell him right, to tell him wrongAll he had was play and songHe was a boy, with a dream in his headThat kept him alive and saw him deadWith a flower and a smirkThey all thought he was a jerkHe was a boy, he found a gunHe stole some money and he had some funReally thought that he was freeFrom the clutches of realityHe was a boy, living a lieThen one day his flower diedHe ran away and caught a trainAnd no one ever saw him again You can make it all go awayYou can change your life todayYou can be who you want to beYou can escape mediocrity What a poor boyWhat a poor boyWhat a poor boyWhat a poor boy What a poor boyWhat a poor boyWhat a poor boyWhat a poor boy This is his case, too bad it had to come to thisHe couldn’t face, reality and so he’s missedThat’s not the way, anyone deserves to goLife’s not a play, a song, or a picture show
Moon Everything you thought you knewDoesn’t really mean a thing to youAnd everyone you thought was niceWants you to make another sacrifice Another time another placeYou’re gonna catch it from another faceBut after dark when the stars are ourI’m gonna show you what its all about Cause tonightYou’re staring at another moon I know the world has its ups and downsEnough to make your head spin aroundClose your eyes and stay awhileI know a way to make you smile Cause tonightYou’re staring at another moon Shall I sing my lungs out for youIf I do then you must come with meShall I give you all I’ve got to giveIf I do then you must give yourselfIf your fruit is good for eatingI will suck out all your juicesIf you end up in another worldJust relax, I am here with you Staring at another moonLook the other wayYou’ll see another sunComing up on another day Don’t look away from my face
FOR ALL THE WORLD TO SEE I can't sleep at nightcan't stop thinking about youI can't close my eyeswithout seeing your faceIn the endwe all die alonepaling skincold as stoneplease let me knowonce, before I gohow it feels to loveIn my darkest houri feel so alonecold and powerlesswith no one of my ownin the endwe all die alonepaling skincold as stoneplease let me knowonce before I gohow it feels to loveDon't forget medon't forget meyou won't replace meso don't forget meDown comes the raindust turns to mudfeel it coursingthrough my bloodclock is playingits simple partan off-beat rythemwith my heartits 4 AMI'm still awakea little plastereda little bakedwish you were herewish you were neari hope tomorrow will be brighter but the future is unclearscrape my heartup off the floorman when it rainsit fuckin poursput it backon my sleeveand I'll leave it there for all the world to seefor all the world the see
Higgins The sky is pale with the morning lightAs another day has passed, feels like another lifeBurn one for painBurn one for freedomBurn one for lustBecause I need themWhy is it that you can’t seeThat I need itWarm blood to keep me clean andHelp meSurface again, surface againAs I face the day before meI look toward my self blasphemyWhat I can’t let goThat which calls on meWhy can’t I cut awayThis fog around meWhy is it that you can’t seeThat I need itWarm blood to keep me clean andHelp meSurface again surface againWhy is it that you can’t seeThat I need itWarm blood to keep me clean andSurface again surface againJust accept that this is meLet me walk the path before meI can’t step throughI can’t step throughI can’t step throughI can’t step throughI’ve broke my beingAs I burn awayAlone in the darknessI broke myself again as ISurface again surface again
Poisoned mindTripping through the darkest hallways in my mindEverything I want in life I can never findIf you knew my thoughts you’d label me insaneChaos and confusion running through my brainI can’t find my wayOut of my graveThe hole I’ve dug myself into is caving in around meI thought that I could hide but all my problems found meStep out of my dream into a new nightmareHide my face, shield my eyes from the glareCrawl out of the light into a new dark holeWhere I can close my eyes, shed my cloths, and loose controlI can’t find a wayOut of my graveThe hole I’ve dug myself into is caving in around meI thought that I could hide but all my problems found meEscaping myEscaping myEscaping myPoisoned mindI can’t find a wayOut of my graveThe hole I’ve dug myself into is caving in around meI thought that I could hide but all my problems found me
Inquisition once you were quiet in the back of my mindso subtle yet so devinebut you are like a taste I cant escapeits in my veins, it takes me awayall the secrets hidden in you all that build the face you call trueall the white lies you tell your friendsall that becomes you in the end and still im saddened by the way I will never know youAnd still im saddened by the wayI will never know you plaster cold and milky whiteI almost taste what escaped my lifeA brief release from thoughts in meI dream away the life I leaveYet I step, step away so coldI hide in my shadows cause my shadows i knowBroke and beat I crawl slowI hide in my shadows cause my shadows i knowyour silouette which consumes meIll lay you down fuck you hard and scream.Take the love I give you will take and go Ive died alone, in the shadows ive knownIve died alone, in the shadows ive known Yet still im saddened by the way I will never know youand still im saddened by the way I will never know you It was one simple inquasitionOn simple reach I saw your hand but could not speakOne simple inquasition Slowly I see you blossoming into my only regretbreak down as I break Don’t take away don’t take away Don’t walk away don’t walk awayall that is left is fear now (Sapere aude)all that is left is fear now (Sapere aude)
Going Nowhere you look at me and wonder why I am this wayI can’t help it everything makes me feel so drainedI try so hard to please you so but you still complainAnd then my feet went to the door and kept runningI cannot make itYour swollen eyesThey fill with tearsYou start to cryYou say its my faultBut you’re to blameMy spirits liftedNo longer shamedSo now I’m gone and alone here without youBut I’m doing better now that I know I don’t need youBut I can’t help and think about times long since passedWhen I had you and you had me but we couldn’t lastI cannot make itYour swollen eyesThey fill with tearsYou start to cryYou say its my faultBut you’re to blameMy spirits liftedNo longer shamedI won’t let you lieWhat the fuck am I supposed to think when you call me cryingI can’t tell if you’re sincere or if your fucking lyingAll I think about is what you did and how you liedAll you said is you don’t give a fuck about me whyCan’t I stop thinking about you get out of my brainMy brain is keeping me alive while driving me insaneI cannot take it anymore that’s it I’m done I’m throughCan’t go on and live my life if I’m stuck on youGoing on
Without you
Walk awayTears run down your faceIn canyons from the rivers cried beforeYoure feeling out of placeYoure feeling like you need to find a doorDon't you knowTheres nowhere to goDont you knowYou gotta reap what you sow.Dont you know it catches up to you in the end.Come on come on come onAnd open up your eyesLook up to the skiesConsider the possibilityThat you are now aloneYou simple minded foolThought you were an exception to the rulesNow the ones who trusted you have passed you byDoesnt it hurtDont you think I knowI see the pain in youThat I never let showRetribution is a bitchBut it is my favorite dishTo watch you eat and choke on itCause you deserve what you getCome on come on come onAnd open up your eyesLook up to the skiesConsider the possibilityThat you are now aloneYou simple minded foolThought you were an exception to the rulesNow the ones who once filled you have left you dryYou're aliveSomewhere all aloneYou're alivebroke your heart of stoneyou're alivesomewhere all aloneyou're alivebroke your heart of stoneYoull be okAs long as you dontGo insane orEnd your lifeYou wasted all your energy trying to be the enemyYou never took the time to contemplate the lies you said to meNow you know you're not the one deserving of the sympathythe ones you hurt, the ones you left, the ones you lost, including meturn around andwalk awaywalk awaynow you look back and you see what you’ve doneyou betrayed each and every one-of us, now you know that you have no choice but toturn around and walk awayWalk away
Today I knew I shouldt have got up todaySomething things just go the right wayThe bitter words we had last night Are still stuck in the back of my mind I don’t feel up to the world todayEverything I try blows up in my faceTry to set it right try to keep my cool Try to be the better man that makes his was cleared of fools Locked my keys in the car before the rain soaked once again in the misery of the daythere is only one cure for a day as bad as this it’s a simple plan and it starts out something like this Break the shit out take out the seeds roll it up toke it up hold it in and pass to me let us sing these magic words and soon ill lose whats bothering me Gotta let it outLet it out When I woke up and I was late again got nailed by the brpd for speedingreckless endangerment and failure to yieldwell thats 375 and a quarter added to my bills caught lip as I came through the door all the same shit that ive heard beforeI cant even see his face casue im so pissedJust another motherfucker to add to my hit list when I got home the place was cleaned out took my time took my love then she rolled outthere is only one cure for a day as bad as this it’s a simple plan and it starts out something like this Break the shit out take out the seeds roll it up toke it up hold it in and pass to me let us sing these magic words and soon ill loose whats bothering me
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Last Updated ( Thursday, 28 February 2008 )
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